Full Moon Vibes
Fall is in full swing here in the Pacific Northwest, and I feel it is so beautiful each and everyday. There is something sacred to me about watching nature in all its glory. I truly feel is part of the blessing to be alive as a human, I have heard that these are the things we miss after transitioning to other dimensions. I love the embrace of hugs and the scents of essential oils as well and these are among the millions of little blessings that we are here to enjoy while we are alive. Last night during my sleep I had WILD dreams and the first one involved moving submarines around from place to place in a super-hero type of way. The last dream before I woke at five had to do with massive ocean waves, the beach, and me having very toned arm muscles due to all of the ocean playtime I was having (I guess) I am not certain what the dreams mean, however, I like to make a slight documentation of them as my intentions lately have been to become more aware of where I go when my body is resting and my soul is having playtime.
During the weekend I had a thought that exactly one year ago, I was still in the Navy and was still dealing with that lifestyle and had not yet faced the huge transition of getting out. I was flipping through one of my journals last night from a year ago and I read an entry where I was in massive amounts of pain and crying out for help in the entry. I find it so interesting how pain was a normal part of my life before this year and honestly even into the begging of this year. Physical pain was so normal, it was almost like I expected it like someone expects to get junk mail once or twice a week. Lately, I have little aches and pains once in a while, however, overall I am feeling really great (especially compared to where I was a year ago) I often mention to my students that pain is a teacher and I firmly believe in this. No one (not even a doctor) can tell you what your pain is from - that is our journey. I feel that sometimes people like to take the easy way out and BLAME it on age, however, I don’t agree with that. I believe in my heart and soul that our body is meant to last a really really long time. However, when we don’t address our emotional and mental states that we are currently living in or have shoved deep down inside of us - the emotion comes alive as physical problems or pain. My thoughts on this have been validated by many researchers and it is no longer a secret or woo-woo information.
Today my mother arrives from Tennessee, she hasn’t had a vacation in who knows how long. I invited her to go to Maui with me for a long weekend to attend a Hay House event that is on Saturday and Sunday. We fly to Maui tomorrow morning and we have a day and a half to enjoy relaxing and spending time at the beach before the event starts on Saturday. I am grateful to share this getaway with her and I hope that it can bring her some peace of mind since she unfortunately had to let her mother transition to the other side earlier this year. I can’t imagine the pain and grief of losing a parent, that has to be so heartbreaking and I hope to give my mother all of the support I can while we are together. I am excited to have her sleep with me tonight in the camper so she can experience the wonder and excitement that I get to experience each day by living closer to nature.
