Terrified

As I am going through my calendar this morning, sifting and sorting all of the upcoming things happening, I am terrified.  I have an even bigger change coming up this month than I realized.  I know I will be ok, however, I can't hide or deny the fact that what I am doing scares me.  This is the freedom I guess I have been waiting for, however, I didn't know it.  A big security that has always been constant in my life  is routine and safety.  In just a couple weeks I will be giving up the security and safety of my kind of warm and dry home to face the elements of nature and the road while living in my camper. 

The only thing we can really do with things we are afraid of is face them.  Getting rid of things that I spent money on lately has been a fear - what if I need it?  I don't!!  I have lived on so little in the past - the small amount of things that would fit in my "rack" on ship, always seemed to be enough to get me by.  What I can't live without is adventure and excitement.  I am ready to face my fear of the unknown and jump out on a limb and see what I learn from this experience.